Saturday, 16 February 2013

A dull day and no crystal ball

2 minutes of sunshine fading into 10 minutes of cloudy, the scene outside the window grill keeps fluctuating.

Anything can happen as long as you are alive, a line from a show. A good time to ponder on it, since there is nothing better to do.

She agrees.

Unpredictability has thwarted her plans more often than not. So many things that were not supposed to go that way or be like that (So going by the logic, her current fears should become null and void and she should be fearing something else altogether. But that is also confusing, so chuck. )

The future is an restless thing and the empty mind is a devils workshop. All in all there is a dire shortage of patience when one needs it the most. (Days have already become weeks and months, there is no specific reason as to why it should be more bothersome now. Its probably all in the head. )

Fate, destiny, faith - the power of words is a double edged sword but she sleeps with it by her pillow, since its the only one she has.

At the end of the day, she still wants a crystal ball.

Thursday, 14 February 2013

Five thoughts

1. Someday perhaps I will not cry when I see a picture of you. Its not like I try to, but tears roll.

2. Love can bring out the most beautiful and the ugliest side of you. Both are equally acceptable.

3. Not knowing what you are feeling is again, a difficult feeling.

4. Keep putting your best foot forward, keep going.

5. Because you taught me how important people are, I cannot give up on them, I won't give up on them. Perhaps it won't bring me happiness, but it won't bring me regret. It feels like the right thing anyway.